五月三十一
第一次在考場上竟然想哭。 天啊。。。因為真的記不起。。 大不份是因為我不會做。。情場失意，好歹
老天你也給我個考場得意吧~ 天啊！！
FIN 202..................what the hell..
Monday, May 31, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Lychee and Banana
Story starts from afternoon.. Serene and Xinyi were looking FIN202 textbook in TARC's library for me and I decided to get from her after LAW class at 6pm *CLAPS FOR THEM*.
A/C in Rapid Bus was not working and our smart driver closed everything. It was a little steam room. Well, Kee and I got wet and get on Rapid SARDIN LRT . It was under maintainance and it waited for 10 minutes every stops. I reached Wangsa Maju Station from Bangsar Station after 2 hours eventually.
Uncountable rude words were spoken.
This is something remarkableness, A girl I met in *bucks name Saki. Unexpectedly she viewed my profile and somehow added me in FB. She wrote me a mail privately and I never thought that someone would cares about my personal life even my parents and siblings never do so.. TOUCHED.
I finished the lychee I bought from Wangsa and a bunch of banana is breakfast tomorrow before presentation... NERVOUS>>>>>> =/
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Strange day
Attended revision class for FIN 202 at 8am and breakfast with Jill and a new friend.
A lil chit chat with NICK in Library and went to main campus to enroll subject that not yet been offered to us. WTF NICK!
I saw a blood donation campaign after knowing the enrollment was failed and went to register for blood donation. We joke with the registry that I am Gay and the crew was like so excited and want to find out more...LMAO...after that Nick went back while I was waiting the process..[ a male was keep peeping at me after my stupid joke =/]
Called Jill for lunch and we went PJ for PRAWN NOODLE & ICE KACANG. FUYOH!!! the prawn noodle really got prawn inside..but the aunty still needs improvement for her cooking skills..cuz it was not tasty as Jill recommended..but the Ice-Kacang was NICE!! =)
Shah the supervisor called up for *bucks "charity event" in Bukit Jalil 29th to 30th... I must be crazy to agree with her since the first paper is on 31st May...@.@
A lil chit chat with NICK in Library and went to main campus to enroll subject that not yet been offered to us. WTF NICK!
I saw a blood donation campaign after knowing the enrollment was failed and went to register for blood donation. We joke with the registry that I am Gay and the crew was like so excited and want to find out more...LMAO...after that Nick went back while I was waiting the process..[ a male was keep peeping at me after my stupid joke =/]
Called Jill for lunch and we went PJ for PRAWN NOODLE & ICE KACANG. FUYOH!!! the prawn noodle really got prawn inside..but the aunty still needs improvement for her cooking skills..cuz it was not tasty as Jill recommended..but the Ice-Kacang was NICE!! =)
Shah the supervisor called up for *bucks "charity event" in Bukit Jalil 29th to 30th... I must be crazy to agree with her since the first paper is on 31st May...@.@
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Just finished a 3000 words Asian Business Environment assignment. How many marks will we get??? Looking forward to it.
Eling, Faizah, and Kak Aishah are leaving the store soon.. I will miss them badly..seriously..the bond grows as time goes by..it has been 3 months.. I could not imagine how actually they become part of my life " secretly"...By the way, I am taking leave for a month.
Yet another regular customer I made friends with. Qian Qian. From China and we chat so much until her latte was left to less warm.. From her words, I realized how far we are left behind them nowadays. Frankly to say, I feel ashamed of our pace of development; both internal and external.
Just now at McD doing revision for FIN 202, I witnessed a little fight between a customer with the crew..The words relating to Pig flew all over the air..Police came at the end. nobody get hurts but the relationship between races indeed.
This 31st of May I need to resit for FIN 202, so to speak, I am damn nervous. and the next day is another paper already..OMFG!
Did i write about I knocked my house mate's door at the middle of the night and I returned to bed?well, that was about 2 months ago. yesterday morning after my room mate went to work, I went to take off his bedcover and I returned to bed. When i woke up, I saw it was beside my bed, and i was thinking, who put this over here? And some flash back happened. I did it. Immediately I set it back. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!
GOD,I need an escape.. if YOU were reading my blog too..please send my angel back..please..=/
Eling, Faizah, and Kak Aishah are leaving the store soon.. I will miss them badly..seriously..the bond grows as time goes by..it has been 3 months.. I could not imagine how actually they become part of my life " secretly"...By the way, I am taking leave for a month.
Yet another regular customer I made friends with. Qian Qian. From China and we chat so much until her latte was left to less warm.. From her words, I realized how far we are left behind them nowadays. Frankly to say, I feel ashamed of our pace of development; both internal and external.
Just now at McD doing revision for FIN 202, I witnessed a little fight between a customer with the crew..The words relating to Pig flew all over the air..Police came at the end. nobody get hurts but the relationship between races indeed.
This 31st of May I need to resit for FIN 202, so to speak, I am damn nervous. and the next day is another paper already..OMFG!
Did i write about I knocked my house mate's door at the middle of the night and I returned to bed?well, that was about 2 months ago. yesterday morning after my room mate went to work, I went to take off his bedcover and I returned to bed. When i woke up, I saw it was beside my bed, and i was thinking, who put this over here? And some flash back happened. I did it. Immediately I set it back. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!
GOD,I need an escape.. if YOU were reading my blog too..please send my angel back..please..=/
Friday, May 21, 2010
DEAD
It has been few weeks i had not updating my blog..here is it..
Tomorrow is the due date for Law 305, and i have not finish INTRODUCTION yet..I am so dead...btw, i still want to write this blog when the mood has come.
I watched a movie " Saving Private Ryan" starred by Tom Hanks. The movie is mainly about a little mission in a war, which is what the title meant. The movie is so real that every single soldier dies terrifically and no one can do anything about it.. WAR is a disaster. I feel lucky for given birth in this century and in this country. Thanks God.
It makes me feel alive when i talk to strangers. I dont know why... Today, i saw a regular customers in *bucks and i just sat down and start a little conversation. My manager gave me a piece of cake and I gave it to the person simply i dont eat cake. Things are starting to change in my life.
I wish I could be more mature on handling relationship especially the close ones.
I talked to my dad few days ago. Something came to my mind when he was on the line ,which i never felt so. I felt he is so weak inside mentally. When i was a kid, he used to act like a macho man and never laugh except i did something wrong. That night he pull a long sigh which i never heard of. And i know i kinda hurt him when i talk to him in THAT way.
He told me he left out many things in his life, which he feels regretness and emptyness inside. I could not help much. SIGH.....I love you dad.
For whom is now reading this, please love someone who really cares you while you still can. Even tough he/she might did things wrongly, but everything lies together when he returns to HIS arm...dont put yourself in this mess..
For personal, I feel I am kinda in the worst status of my life so far. Totally abandoned ( dont tell me that someone is loving me and i am not cherish for that), doing all things on my own, there are hell lotsa things for me to make it a list. Somehow, I am not enjoying at all of my current life! Fuck it!
Tomorrow is the due date for Law 305, and i have not finish INTRODUCTION yet..I am so dead...btw, i still want to write this blog when the mood has come.
I watched a movie " Saving Private Ryan" starred by Tom Hanks. The movie is mainly about a little mission in a war, which is what the title meant. The movie is so real that every single soldier dies terrifically and no one can do anything about it.. WAR is a disaster. I feel lucky for given birth in this century and in this country. Thanks God.
It makes me feel alive when i talk to strangers. I dont know why... Today, i saw a regular customers in *bucks and i just sat down and start a little conversation. My manager gave me a piece of cake and I gave it to the person simply i dont eat cake. Things are starting to change in my life.
I wish I could be more mature on handling relationship especially the close ones.
I talked to my dad few days ago. Something came to my mind when he was on the line ,which i never felt so. I felt he is so weak inside mentally. When i was a kid, he used to act like a macho man and never laugh except i did something wrong. That night he pull a long sigh which i never heard of. And i know i kinda hurt him when i talk to him in THAT way.
He told me he left out many things in his life, which he feels regretness and emptyness inside. I could not help much. SIGH.....I love you dad.
For whom is now reading this, please love someone who really cares you while you still can. Even tough he/she might did things wrongly, but everything lies together when he returns to HIS arm...dont put yourself in this mess..
For personal, I feel I am kinda in the worst status of my life so far. Totally abandoned ( dont tell me that someone is loving me and i am not cherish for that), doing all things on my own, there are hell lotsa things for me to make it a list. Somehow, I am not enjoying at all of my current life! Fuck it!
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