Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Strange day

Attended revision class for FIN 202 at 8am and breakfast with Jill and a new friend.
A lil chit chat with NICK in Library and went to main campus to enroll subject that not yet been offered to us. WTF NICK!

I saw a blood donation campaign after knowing the enrollment was failed and went to register for blood donation. We joke with the registry that I am Gay and the crew was like so excited and want to find out more...LMAO...after that Nick went back while I was waiting the process..[ a male was keep peeping at me after my stupid joke =/]

Called Jill for lunch and we went PJ for PRAWN NOODLE & ICE KACANG. FUYOH!!! the prawn noodle really got prawn inside..but the aunty still needs improvement for her cooking skills..cuz it was not tasty as Jill recommended..but the Ice-Kacang was NICE!! =)

Shah the supervisor called up for *bucks "charity event" in Bukit Jalil 29th to 30th... I must be crazy to agree with her since the first paper is on 31st May...@.@

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Just finished a 3000 words Asian Business Environment assignment. How many marks will we get??? Looking forward to it.

Eling, Faizah, and Kak Aishah are leaving the store soon.. I will miss them badly..seriously..the bond grows as time goes by..it has been 3 months.. I could not imagine how actually they become part of my life " secretly"...By the way, I am taking leave for a month.

Yet another regular customer I made friends with. Qian Qian. From China and we chat so much until her latte was left to less warm.. From her words, I realized how far we are left behind them nowadays. Frankly to say, I feel ashamed of our pace of development; both internal and external.

Just now at McD doing revision for FIN 202, I witnessed a little fight between a customer with the crew..The words relating to Pig flew all over the air..Police came at the end. nobody get hurts but the relationship between races indeed.

This 31st of May I need to resit for FIN 202, so to speak, I am damn nervous. and the next day is another paper already..OMFG!

Did i write about I knocked my house mate's door at the middle of the night and I returned to bed?well, that was about 2 months ago. yesterday morning after my room mate went to work, I went to take off his bedcover and I returned to bed. When i woke up, I saw it was beside my bed, and i was thinking, who put this over here? And some flash back happened. I did it. Immediately I set it back. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!

GOD,I need an escape.. if YOU were reading my blog too..please send my angel back..please..=/

Friday, May 21, 2010

DEAD

It has been few weeks i had not updating my blog..here is it..

Tomorrow is the due date for Law 305, and i have not finish INTRODUCTION yet..I am so dead...btw, i still want to write this blog when the mood has come.

I watched a movie " Saving Private Ryan" starred by Tom Hanks. The movie is mainly about a little mission in a war, which is what the title meant. The movie is so real that every single soldier dies terrifically and no one can do anything about it.. WAR is a disaster. I feel lucky for given birth in this century and in this country. Thanks God.

It makes me feel alive when i talk to strangers. I dont know why... Today, i saw a regular customers in *bucks and i just sat down and start a little conversation. My manager gave me a piece of cake and I gave it to the person simply i dont eat cake. Things are starting to change in my life.

I wish I could be more mature on handling relationship especially the close ones.

I talked to my dad few days ago. Something came to my mind when he was on the line ,which i never felt so. I felt he is so weak inside mentally. When i was a kid, he used to act like a macho man and never laugh except i did something wrong. That night he pull a long sigh which i never heard of. And i know i kinda hurt him when i talk to him in THAT way.
He told me he left out many things in his life, which he feels regretness and emptyness inside. I could not help much. SIGH.....I love you dad.

For whom is now reading this, please love someone who really cares you while you still can. Even tough he/she might did things wrongly, but everything lies together when he returns to HIS arm...dont put yourself in this mess..

For personal, I feel I am kinda in the worst status of my life so far. Totally abandoned ( dont tell me that someone is loving me and i am not cherish for that), doing all things on my own, there are hell lotsa things for me to make it a list. Somehow, I am not enjoying at all of my current life! Fuck it!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

I dont want to be a loser .

26th April 2010. I get dumped.

Now you know it. please do me a favor, dont ever mention about her in front of me. Thank you.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Ener-life!!!!!!!!

After 4 days working in Starbucks, consecutive 8 hours/day and i realized which field i really wanted to be in. Servicing sector is the only motivation that keeps me be passionate. Even though i am just serving coffee, but i know what actually keeps me alive.Another thing is, if i keep drinking their coffee 2 cups/day, i will get diabetes around age of 30 for sure.

基於從之前的生活方式得不到滿足﹐ 而另找副業的我。。 目前好像還不是很滿足。。可能你會說﹕ “要知足”。。不過我覺得這句話還是留到我70﹐80歲時再想想吧。。

其實﹐我真的不知道我要什麼。。感覺上什麼都想要。。其實什麼都得不到。。

人生要充滿希望﹐才會有活力。。生機或機會就會隨後而來。。 我準備好了。。。你呢?

Thursday, March 11, 2010

情緒化

沒有在一開始時向你說明我的底線是我的不對。 讓你感到失望也是我的失敗。

情緒化的人你給我聽著﹐想要在我面前耍性格的話。。請你給我滾遠一點﹐不要期望我會對你生憐。。因為只會為你帶來失望。

真正的朋友是會盡力幫你解決問題的。。如果不贊成你的看法就等於不重視你。。那你也未免太膚淺了。。

情緒化是幼稚的行為。。請不要理直氣壯地說﹕ “我就是這樣的”。。

不滿意我的言論﹐有意見隨時可以跟我討論。。不要最後才來說“你從來都沒站在我的立場著想”。。

最後﹐連情緒都管理不好就別跟我說三道四﹐因為你連你自己在說什麼都不知道。。

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Starbucks III

Items have to bring for the first impression:

2 photostat IC
2 passport-sized Pictures
Documents from KWSP
Maybank Bank Account Statement
Available time for shifts [schedule]

Attire: black shirt with colar,black long pant, black socks, and black shoes.

Good starting =)