12/2/2011

It has been awhile. Sometimes I feel ridiculous to read back what I've wrote here.

Here's some update;

I'm waiting for visa interview on 5th of Dec and people says that it is easy.

A very short 3 months work and travel USA will be commenced in less than a month, I'm so excited.

Hopefully I could get useful information about further study in USA. But so much hindrance before me. God bless.

So I have done my Degree. CGPA currently remain unknown because I dont feel like knowing it. Lol

However I got B- for thesis.

Too much uncertainty around me that limits me to move forward. I wish I could proceed to higher learning without time wasted.

Oh yea.. PTPTN loan is after me as well... How am I going to pay off this loan? Can I study overseas first then pay the loan when I'm back? I'll consult PTPTN officer next week. Please make it easy for me.

While waiting for anything or something to happen, my life is dull and boring. Besides jog and swim, i eat and sleep all day.

I want to join driving academy, I want to work overseas, I want to go around the world and etc.There are too many things I wanted to do but now I'm sitting here typing.

Amen.

天灰灰，会不会让我忘了你是谁？

人生中。最无奈的爱，也最叫人痛心的爱，就是把手放开的爱。

谎话中。最可耻的话，也最叫人不屑的话，就是把她逼走的话。

我最贱。

Unpredictable n Senseless

It has been a time to update a post here.

Summary

Worked for Malaysian International Furniture Fair which held 9 days in a row.

Wage was RM 864. Was very happy. Met new friends.

Involved in car accident. Her car n mine for repair already cost me RM 800. Luckily did some works if not dont know how to pay it off. In short, still earning RM 64! it's a positive figure!

Outside is raining. Funeral is still ongoing. One has just came and gone.

Say a little prayer. Peace for the world & World for Peace. V

单身记

好多人都追问，是不是有女朋友了。 答案是没有。

事情只不过是某位朋友需要一座桥， 那如果为了朋友做的事，没什么大不了。 所以这烟幕只是为了过桥而设计的。

这几天真的没什么可以写。 日子还是一样过。 男的还是一样帅。女的还是漂亮。 功课还是一样多。 天气还是那么热。 而俺还是两手空空。

新年也像往年一样。 少不了红包，年糕和鞭炮。

开学也像以前一样。少不了书包，学费和热闹。

I got a bad feeling

28th January 2011. We had gathered for men talk at Starbucks.

The ambiance was perfect.

The attendants were cool and wonderful.

The location was set nicely.

Everything was nearly perfect besides one thing.

Someone had to be "committed" by asking his girlfriend if he could attend the gathering. So, he was at Penang and She at KL.. the time was 9pm when he was invited.

He cant be there because of whatever excuses I dont give a damn!

The issue here is, did she have anything to do with the gathering?!

Fuck that. what was that have to do with the word "commitment". This is just not the way you do it.

he barely asked his parents for gathering for past few years and now because of his gf, he screwed us up because I requested her permission to let him attend nicely and politely via facebook.


lastly, you can stop me from interfere into your stupid commitment thingy but you cant stop me from hating it.

Men, if you are reading this article, please respect your girlfriend or wife and try not to be committed with the most ridiculous example I've mentioned above.

Ladies, same thing, leave your man some space when it comes to dilemma between his friends and you. YOU HAVE MOST OF THE TIME ALREADY!

Way of Life

Opps.. I nearly forgot that I have a blog to write since last year!

Again, Up to so late because of a due-ing proposal to write and now let me take a break to write this. ( the break is kinda abit long)

Saw her status update. Visit her profile and yet, she is still the one I miss the most after a year plus since she left.

Summer. I was given birth in Summer. I know its kinda ridiculous about the Summer thingy but its the only common subject we have. =/

I miss Summer although Malaysia has no seasons.

Next,

Chinese New Year is coming soon! Woooohooo~~



p/s: My sister is acting so weird lately.. hmmmmmmm...

Chap 127: Meteors

Woke up 4am. Seeing texts, misscalls, Notifications... I am sorry that always being sleep like a dead.

Friends flooded facebook homepage with meteors news and I went for a look and guess what?!
THERE WERE!!!!

I made my wishes, although every wish was the same.

but everything back to normal after 30mins and my neck was stiff =/

It was the second time i saw. the first time was with family. I miss the time everyone was still young and cheerful all the time. [ now we still cheerful but with wrinkles.]

7 of us gathering at the garden. mosquitoes around and we were enjoyed waiting meteors. arrrgghhh.... i hate this feeling.

Music player now is playing : "need you now" by Lady Antebellum

what a song.

第126話：父母恩

美麗的早晨，談談的野草香，悠閒的白雲，自由翱翔的麻雀，還有那五顏六色的花園。 生活就是如此的美好。


想念婆婆。 在成長過程中健康長大，最愛是她。
想念爸爸。 在感慨未來感到彷徨時，會考考他。
想念媽媽。 在遇上生活中的難題時，會諮詢她。
想念姐妹。 在成長環境中一起長大，最疼惜她。
想念導師。 在叛逆期安安穩穩渡過，最尊敬他。
想念司長。 在踏入社會時捧我一把，最感謝他。
想念朋友。 在生命繪上最美的顏色，最珍視他
想念家狗。 在無聊時會逗逗我開心，最愛惜它。

宗教是件非常私人的一回事，是你跟牠之間的那碼事。
每個人對神的定義與意義都不一樣，所以也不在這兒議論。
有人對我說，你人多好也還是要下地獄，因為你不信牠。
聽了并沒有怎樣，心裡是平靜的。因為大家的信念有差異，所以不起煩惱心。
反而讓人覺得開心的是，因為你的信念而社會和平，大家生活里都有了愛。=]


不過，
你今天的一切是父母給的；好或壞都不重要。
淺白的比如說：今天巴士很準時地抵達，這是因為巴士司機守時，而不是牠安排的。
作為教徒秉持著虔誠的信念是好的，但是該仍保留基本的中華孝道。
多久沒回家探望老人家了？或者向他們表達愛意。



p/s: 如果不小心得罪了正在閱讀的你，我衷心地向你為我的愚見道歉。

第125話：如果長相抱歉的話，那就多點微笑。

車子煞車燈壞了一邊。 下午就把車子開去更換。 那裡有個人說俺的聲音像DJ。。真會做生意。

原來是想通過銀行存款把房租給交易，由於另加了電費，銀行自動交易機也不收零錢。 所以就想說明天星期一才手動給屋主過帳。

回到家，屋主剛巧來打掃，就禮貌地問了問是否能當場給他RM288.70 的房租費。

他果斷地答應了。 【這才是男人嘛】

這時。。。。。。。。。。。。 牆壁轉角處傳來了一把聲音： “ 爲什麽不要通過網際網絡？如果以後我們沒有上來的話呢？” 他女友頭也不轉地問道。

俺心裡凉了一下。 如果不是因為你長相創意的話，俺一定耐心給你解釋清楚。

屋主向她開解她腦子里的奇怪問題。。然後接受俺的建議，把錢給收了。

關上房門后，俺好想跟屋主做朋友，然後把他帶上正途，你過得好苦啊~~

第124話； 不對的時間遇上對的人

言歸正傳，我完成了未完成的，并翻開了新的一章。

每一天都是人生新的開始，而每一晚都是美好的結尾。 我就是如此地堅信著。

今晚慶祝了啊秋的生日。

第123話 成功的第二步。

一個團隊，最重要的就是什麽？每個人都有自己的看法，想法，做法，說法等等。

對我而言，團隊方程式1+1= 11 才是王道。

這就是傳說中的夜景



很美吧。有空上來坐坐。 =]

第122課： 成功的第一步。

有沒有看到眼前的城市披著一層薄薄的白紗？ 這就是從我窗外看出去的景象。

這間房呢，是有史以來最浪漫的一間。 照片今晚再po上來好了。

新學期開始了。 不知道教授是恐嚇還是威脅，只知道只能硬著頭皮修讀下去。因為是必修科。=/

傳說中忙到亂的thesis 開始了。。hhuuuuuuhhhuuuuu~

chapter 121: undervalued

Nothing much I could learn from current position. I think it is time to move on again. I'm a lil' broke now...huhhhuuuuu

Recently I'm creating changes because I believe changes create opportunities and opportunities lead to fantasy life[ or the other way round]

Grandpa has passed away at the age of 85 on 30th October 2010. I was there for the whole funeral process. May him rest in peace.

I am so tempted to work for UniQLO now....but transportation has create another problem.

note"

Today 28th OCT. ..forgive my rudeness but I have to say..F*** Thursday

topic 120: God bless em

Ever time before exam or some test, for sure I will write a blog.

Just back from Penang and now at KL.

Tmr LLS quiz. My current mood:steady even though i have not read through a single page yet.

Went Ikea with SeowYean.

Found out that my friends were involved in horrible car accident. The car owner[not at the accident scene] is damn pissed now and luckily nothing serious happened besides the car. I am worrying for them now...=/ and i hate this feeling.

I need a GPS. Cant keep sesat all the time. aaaaarrrrgggghhhh~

Chapter 119: i am coonfused.

Here is a little unexpected event in my life.

My new roommate aka Jit, has printed 2 keys for 2 doors but i did not receive the third keys for the third door. i thought the door will never get locked unless everyone has back.

Last night after my closing shift, i went back as usual. when i unlocked 2 doors before enter the house, the third door[wooden one] has been locked. I called him thousand times but never answer, i knocked the door but his grandma was switching the TV loudly so that she couldn't has hear me either.

At the same time, my phone's battery was dying. I am wearing a pair of uncomfortable drying contact lens, and i smelled like a wet dog.

after 20 mins hard trying, i called Kiwi for help. She offered me a coach in living room for the night.

With limited eye sights, i traveled from Bangsar to Setapak. I followed some stupid signboards.
Eventually it took me 30km and 30 mins to reach Genting Klang. I need a GPS now.

Something nice was that she had empty lens case for me. [if i discard it, i would be unable to drive safely the next day]

I've visited Serene who live floors above after i dropped by. we had 3 hours chat and i've found out something. something disappointing.

During the period, I met Amb and ChanJieh when they were back from work.

Both looked tired so we did not talk much. or I should say, we never greet to each other.

430am, i went back to Kiwi's house but she had already fell asleep on the coach waiting me back. So, i slept on the tiles without waking up her.

i woke up at 8am and we went for breakfast before I send her to hospital.

Now is 1pm, I am back to this rented room and I am about to sleep. FML!

第118話：回憶，還是留給明天吧

凌晨四點半。紅腫的眼袋。疲憊的身軀。

呼吸著低溫的空氣，那摻雜著嗡嗡作響的冷氣機，把那高高在上的月亮顯得更加孤單。

眼角的淚痕還來不及擦掉，我就不小心睡著了。

拖著長長的影子，開啟電腦，隨意寫下這篇沒有意義的文章。

由於不知道要怎麼去接近一個人，也可能是憋在心裡久了，睡覺時就夢見了他。

我們曾經是很要好的朋友。我們曾經把那個熾熱的心，付諸于同一個理想。

直到我們之間出現了隔膜。沒必要的隔膜。

事發的原因我知道，爲了誰我也知道，但說真的我并沒有介意。讓我百思不得其解的是，躲著我，能解決心裡的糾葛么？這就是所謂的成熟么？

有時候覺得做人做得非常失敗。被人躲著了，還要自己去發現。發現的同時，我什麽都做不了。

一段日子過去了，身邊多了不少圈子。有大的，有小的，有認識我，而我不認識他們的，也有很多人品不錯的。

冷氣機任然發出嘍嘍聲響，就好像有話到了嘴邊又把它吞回肚子一樣。

頂著淩亂的頭髮，猶如淩亂的思緒在無的放矢。是誰打翻了回憶的櫃子？


p/s: 淚痕是因為眼睛發炎

Chapter 117: Burger King? now?

How does blocking system in FB work? I just tried it out.

But it would be embarrassing because once you blocked a friend, he/she will be removed as friend at the same time.

That means, when you decided to unblock him/her. you will have to add him/her as a friend back.

Actually there is a HIDE button you can use if you dislike a friend rather than blocking him/her.

Blocking a friend doesn't make you look smarter.

WEIRD~

chapter 116: I just dont give a fcuk anymore

Enrolled LLS 1o1.

Discussed Fin304 with Joyin [actually was more to chit chatting]

She knows me damn well I guess. She reminds me of her. LONG SIGH~~~~~~

Went pasar malam for less than an hour with Jit.

I feel that I am the most stupid person in the world now. =/

第115話：Hello October!

十月飛霜。。

一開始選擇了學院宿舍，最後還是搬到了朋友家。

有不錯的家人，可愛的狗狗，大大的院子，好吃的素食，冷冷的房間。。治安不錯的環境。

一年過去了，新生活開始了。=]

最近有點忙。。