12/2/2011

It has been awhile. Sometimes I feel ridiculous to read back what I've wrote here.

Here's some update;

I'm waiting for visa interview on 5th of Dec and people says that it is easy.

A very short 3 months work and travel USA will be commenced in less than a month, I'm so excited.

Hopefully I could get useful information about further study in USA. But so much hindrance before me. God bless.

So I have done my Degree. CGPA currently remain unknown because I dont feel like knowing it. Lol

However I got B- for thesis.

Too much uncertainty around me that limits me to move forward. I wish I could proceed to higher learning without time wasted.

Oh yea.. PTPTN loan is after me as well... How am I going to pay off this loan? Can I study overseas first then pay the loan when I'm back? I'll consult PTPTN officer next week. Please make it easy for me.

While waiting for anything or something to happen, my life is dull and boring. Besides jog and swim, i eat and sleep all day.

I want to join driving academy, I want to work overseas, I want to go around the world and etc.There are too many things I wanted to do but now I'm sitting here typing.

Amen.

天灰灰，会不会让我忘了你是谁？

人生中。最无奈的爱，也最叫人痛心的爱，就是把手放开的爱。

谎话中。最可耻的话，也最叫人不屑的话，就是把她逼走的话。

我最贱。

Unpredictable n Senseless

It has been a time to update a post here.

Summary

Worked for Malaysian International Furniture Fair which held 9 days in a row.

Wage was RM 864. Was very happy. Met new friends.

Involved in car accident. Her car n mine for repair already cost me RM 800. Luckily did some works if not dont know how to pay it off. In short, still earning RM 64! it's a positive figure!

Outside is raining. Funeral is still ongoing. One has just came and gone.

Say a little prayer. Peace for the world & World for Peace. V

单身记

好多人都追问，是不是有女朋友了。 答案是没有。

事情只不过是某位朋友需要一座桥， 那如果为了朋友做的事，没什么大不了。 所以这烟幕只是为了过桥而设计的。

这几天真的没什么可以写。 日子还是一样过。 男的还是一样帅。女的还是漂亮。 功课还是一样多。 天气还是那么热。 而俺还是两手空空。

新年也像往年一样。 少不了红包，年糕和鞭炮。

开学也像以前一样。少不了书包，学费和热闹。

I got a bad feeling

28th January 2011. We had gathered for men talk at Starbucks.

The ambiance was perfect.

The attendants were cool and wonderful.

The location was set nicely.

Everything was nearly perfect besides one thing.

Someone had to be "committed" by asking his girlfriend if he could attend the gathering. So, he was at Penang and She at KL.. the time was 9pm when he was invited.

He cant be there because of whatever excuses I dont give a damn!

The issue here is, did she have anything to do with the gathering?!

Fuck that. what was that have to do with the word "commitment". This is just not the way you do it.

he barely asked his parents for gathering for past few years and now because of his gf, he screwed us up because I requested her permission to let him attend nicely and politely via facebook.


lastly, you can stop me from interfere into your stupid commitment thingy but you cant stop me from hating it.

Men, if you are reading this article, please respect your girlfriend or wife and try not to be committed with the most ridiculous example I've mentioned above.

Ladies, same thing, leave your man some space when it comes to dilemma between his friends and you. YOU HAVE MOST OF THE TIME ALREADY!

Way of Life

Opps.. I nearly forgot that I have a blog to write since last year!

Again, Up to so late because of a due-ing proposal to write and now let me take a break to write this. ( the break is kinda abit long)

Saw her status update. Visit her profile and yet, she is still the one I miss the most after a year plus since she left.

Summer. I was given birth in Summer. I know its kinda ridiculous about the Summer thingy but its the only common subject we have. =/

I miss Summer although Malaysia has no seasons.

Next,

Chinese New Year is coming soon! Woooohooo~~



p/s: My sister is acting so weird lately.. hmmmmmmm...

Chap 127: Meteors

Woke up 4am. Seeing texts, misscalls, Notifications... I am sorry that always being sleep like a dead.

Friends flooded facebook homepage with meteors news and I went for a look and guess what?!
THERE WERE!!!!

I made my wishes, although every wish was the same.

but everything back to normal after 30mins and my neck was stiff =/

It was the second time i saw. the first time was with family. I miss the time everyone was still young and cheerful all the time. [ now we still cheerful but with wrinkles.]

7 of us gathering at the garden. mosquitoes around and we were enjoyed waiting meteors. arrrgghhh.... i hate this feeling.

Music player now is playing : "need you now" by Lady Antebellum

what a song.